My Day - Headache

 I am trying to do an assignment relevant to the purpose of some exam, but obviously it is a little different and hard to get along with the group members. They want everything so closed, and you are thinking can I discuss things in my own way on my own level. Usually I offer better formed information then a little biscuit and I do have to wonder even when working in a group if you offer information in a collaborated way or just a biscuit like other members want you to. I just really want to say screw it, do your own thing, I don't see why not. Group members however are saying do what we say and not go on your own devices. Never the less I have no idea what is going on and so I just say screw the group and do whatever I feel like. If my information is like the beginning why not put it second in line then you can see linked information flowing from the beginning to your presentation. But I don't know, no idea, and right now I don't care. Everyone is so black and blue, what if they are wrong/what if they are right. I just want to do what I feel like and then the group is getting narky over it.

My Day - Work

I woke up 3am, realized my pajamas felt pretty thin. So I got online and brought some new ones, got them cheap at Kmart for 13 dollars which was for the full set. So I am going to look Loony, with Loony Tunes Bugs n Lola print shirt. They are super cute, and pink.

I was supposed to be starting a new job on the weekend but that went bust because the computer did not accept the files. So I pressured to get send my free computer and should be coming in the next few days.

 I was surfing for Dior products I think I will buy some body oil and moisturizer cream. It usually works to make my skin in good shape.

Work was good today, lots of calls, no issues. A good start to the week.

My Day - Work

 I had the idea that work could have come to an end yesterday when I was urged to explain a few things of my actions. It happened to be I didn't know some of the directions to properly categorize, so I should be doing better from today.

I pulsed through work, got to do some additional work, and now I am preparing to do some exercise. 

I signed up with Curtain University, a Bachelor of Creative Writing which should be interesting. I want to do also a fine arts course, perhaps next year, and I also want to study law at some stage just to keep informed with the studies.I might start of free courses and work up to University Degrees.

Oh Why

 Everyone wants to know why they hate me

Everyone wants to learn why I am not on the tv

Everyone want to know why life is on the ground

Everyone want to learn but everyone else is not around

Why oh why

Do I turn on the light

Why oh why

Not sleep at night

Why oh why

Do I seal the room

Why of why

Do I keep knives nearby

Why oh why

Oh why

Everyone wants to know why I get scolded

Everyone wants to learn why I am on the news

Everyone want to know why life is unhealthy

Everyone wants to learn why my life is ending so soon

See Myself

 I don't know why everyone hate me

I don't know what is on their mind

I turn around and people whisper

They whisper for me to get left behind

I see myself on the sidewalk

I see myself over the stairs

I see myself on the billboard

I see myself 

I should be famous

I see myself in the window

I see myself on the TV

I see myself speckled around around

I see myself

But everyone hates me

Midnight

 It's midnight and so blue

I feel torn in two

Blue  blue for you

It's twilight 

beginning of the end

End of you

I don't see why I sit here and cry

I would rather things not ever die

But seems like life  is dawning for you

I cry but no one hears me

I don't see why I should feel alone

I would rather just talk on the phone

But it seems like you want to be absent to

That is why I am crying for you

In You Hand

 I want to hold onto your hands

I want to be taken to another land

Enjoy the run

The world of fun

Inside your hands

 

I want to escape this dull room

I want to run around under the sun

I want to escape the normal world

To run with you

 

I want to fly to the sky

I want to believe nothing will ever die

Reach to the light, love with you

Inside your hands